ugly as...finding the answer to your problems the day it's over

clarity

 you've done the right thing...you've taken steps to change your life...to step out of the mire.......to put your faith into action....


and even when you don't understand why


you find yourself alone...


      ...and then you face it and say, okay...
                                         if I have to be alone, then okay....
           i hate it, but if i have to be here, right here, alone...okay...
                                 i asked for a change...i prayed for a change...
  so a change it is....and then i realise that a change won't look like what i used to see...
        a change won't feel like what i used to feel....
                                  a change won't even act like anything i expect...
but...it is a change i prayed for...


               so, i will document this for future reference....

life is indeed...

a tapestry...

of intricately interwoven threads.