ugly as...my most jealous lover

I lay in bed last night, wondering why

He abandons me

I always thought...

if He abandon's me...

then I have nothing...

nothing...

nothing of worth...

and I realised I was right

He

has been leading me here

all along

He was my most jealous lover

He has always been

my most jealous lover

His love is 

the most jealous

of all the loves

I have had

His jealous love

has walled me in

His jealous love

has barricaded my doors

His jealous love 

destroys his enemies

before me

His jealous love

makes fools of my other lovers

for my eyes to see

His jealous love

roars through the heavens...

'she is mine, she is mine, she is mine'

His jealous love

will not 

let another

have me

His jealous love had not abandoned me

His love had chosen me

Me

And before I went to sleep

I realised how blessed I was

I had been chosen

to be loved by

Him

and

I realised

 He will not let a thing

stand in His way

Not one thing!

His jealous love

guards me

His jealous love

covers me

His jealous love

sustains me

His jealous love

uplifts me

His jealous love

is long suffering

His jealous love

is the love

I 

have longed for

He is my most jealous lover

and now i know

that they will not find me

with out first

coming through Him

I am not abandoned... He is with me always...

He is my most jealous lover

Amen